Assalamualaikum.

Firstly, let's have some time to pray for our brothers and sisters in Gaza,
May Allah grant them strength to undergo their daily life there despite the ruination of their country,
May Allah protect them in a sense of everything,
May Allah blow some good news for them
Ameen

So, I have been listening to this talk by Yasmin Mogahed few days back
I was moved to share some input of the talk
The talk is about emptiness in us
"Why Am I empty?" That's the pure initiation of the talk
I was attracted at my first sight seeing the title
Because it's to some extent related to me and maybe to you as well
The first 10 minutes of the talk is about the source of emptiness itself
Why do we feel empty?
As a believer, we are told that if we know Allah, we should not feel either sadness or emptiness
Indeed, in remembrance of Allah, do heart find peace
It is even stated in our Holy Quran Subhanallah
For the large portion of time, we felt the slackness and always wondered why

Even you are considered as a great worshipper but you still feel that kinda of hole in you
We have been separated from our Originator
We are not with him
Many of us stumble in filling back the hole
We try to fill the hole mostly with our careers, family and friends
We always get something to fill the holes up
But we failed

Now the idea is, we all feel the situation
The answer has a lot to do with our attachment to people around us
It is true that we do need the relationship with people
But we rely on them in every way possible
We grow the expectation higher and higher
And at the end of the day, that particular person or people hurt us, dissapoint us
And at worst, they dump us
Barely just like that
There's always something to ponder, remember?

Verily, Allah is the greatest
He replaces everything that we lose
He did substitute everything, its just the matter of time
But once we lose Allah, nothing can be a substitute
Subhanallah
The hole in us remain empty
Because we neglect him
We are seeking nothing in that something
Your careers, family and friends will all be a dissapointment for your hole
You will be in need of only Him, now and then
The hole can only be filled with Allah
We need to break the attachment with Dunya
And start seeking for what is last

Allah is calling upon you
He misses you
Allah wants to hear your prayer,
He wants to grant everything you need,
As long as you promise to worship Him and put Dunya behind
Allah loves you
He loves us
Lets this pure love because of Him, unite us all
Lets pray for our heart, not to be sinned with the matter of Dunya
Lets read the loveletter(Al-Quran) more
No matter how much you commit sins before,
He is always there waiting for you to originate back
The right path is right in front of you
He is the Most Forgiving
He is the Most Merciful
InsyaAllah
Let's meet in Jannah, later

North Borneo, 2012

Here, the lyric of my current favorite song from Fynn Jamal
The lyric is so heart warming
You may find an answer to what you have been seeking for all this while
May Allah bless us all and secure us the best place in His Jannah soon insyaAllah


Dan kau tanya dalam diam
Dengan mata kau biar pejam
Bagaimana mampu wujud sunyi
Diriuh engkau berdiri
Satu persatu hilang ertinya
Berdikit-dikit menyesak dada
Mahu kau lari dan bersembunyi
Tapi mana kau harus pergi

Haus tak terpuas lautan
Lapar tak terkenyangkan
Kau tahu namun tak kau akukan

Kau selongkar bumi langit petala
Sedang jawabnya lama kau ada
Maka perlu apa kau bongkar gali
Kalau cuma diletak tepi

Sayu tak terjelas fikiran
Rebah tak tersambutkan
Kau tahu namun tak kau akukan

Apa kau cari yang sebetul betulnya
Lama mana begini
Bertelanjang jiwanya
Apa kau cari yang sesungguh sungguhnya
Malam siang berganti
Jawabnya tetap sama

Apa kau cari yang sebetul betulnya
Lama mana begini
Bertelanjang jiwanya
Apa kau nanti yang sesungguh sungguhnya
Malam siang berganti
Jawabnya tetap sama

Sayu tak terjelas fikiran
Rebah tak tersambutkan
Kau tahu kau sayu
Kau rindu sama Tuhan

Assalamualaikum people.
I'm trying to find some appealing ways of writing a blog actually
But I hereby admitted that I'm not a gifted fella in writing *sad life*
I have been delaying 2 to 3 posts over this post
Because when I was halfway done with certain post I basically found that I rant on something in a way that I should not

I'd apparently turned into a floral girl by this one curiosity in me to walk in to florist
I have this urge to enter a florist but with the thought of I'm not into flowers
BUT
I was completely wrong
I started to bravely enter a florist back when I studied in JMC(Johor Matriculation College)
Sebenarnya dah perasan there's this one florist by the roadside
And there's this one fine day I split with my friends(they decide to enter a convenient shop instead) and I enter the florist alone
I was like ... what is this place
FLOWERS EVERYWHERE I LIKE THIS PLACE
It's a heavenly girly feeling I swear
I told ya that was my first time entering a florist
I was really excited to an extent that I put my friends waiting for me lama gila hahaha

And so, I end this post here
So glad that finally I come to an end
Sebab there are a few drafts before tapi sampai halfway je
Here are some photos of ze flowers
Goodnight and Happy Sahur people whereever u are right now
:)

190912
Messy bed messy books.
Mode hectic life is finally here.
46 DAYS to the major exam.
Tahun paling berkesan dalam jiwa sebagai budak sekolah.
Will be missing every part of them. Every second is priceless.

Untuk hilang apa yang ada sekarang -- rasa macam tak mampu.
Tapi
Ketetapan itu pasti


My very last post
Mohon doakan
5November nanti
.

*Group photo of 5 Khadijah 2 masa raya 2weeks ago. Self-timer -- Ambil gambar dan pukul dua orang baca doa. The real baca doa moment :P

UPDATE!

Now playing @yunamusic - Lullaby

Done with my Trial.
Everything runs smoothly Alhamdulillah
There's no really serious preparation
Procrastinated chapters and much to cover
Served me well. Semoga baki dua bulan ni masih sempat nak cover semua semua.
Semoga.

3days right before raya adalah free days to make up fr this Ramadhan.
The toughest part of Ramadhan ever,spending boleh katakan this entire month fr Trial Spm dan the saddest part is orang lain semua Trial aftr Raya :(
But then nevermind, mesti ada hikmah :)

Those yg belum trial, all the best.

OK SELAMAT MALAM DAN SELAMAT SAHUR! ;D

♔Photo&Editing by Me♔


KECUNDANG.

Seringkali aku lupa
Bagaimana Sang Suria tanpa leka
Memberi sinar bahagia pada yang alpa
Tanda kuasa Tuhan sentiasa ada.Ya.
Ada bagi yang peka dan sebaliknya bagi yang buta


Gerun aku pada Suria mendatang
Kalau kalau aku kecundang
Ya.Kecundang.Kecundang untuk memandang jujur apa yang aku tatang
Kecundang dengan waktu di masa depan
Atau mungkin aku kecundang pada apa yang aku harus pertanggungjawabkan


Penyelesaian yang mungkin mesti ada
Ada-Dan cuma masa yang melewati penentunya
Kalau bisa waktu aku hentikan
Sudah pasti ini bukan yang aku harapkan
Namun.
Yang pasti tetap pasti
Ini takdir yang Maha Berkuasa
Aku percaya.
Dia Maha Tahu percaturannya.

Husniah Husin.
Kelantan,MY.

Gambar second roll. Lomo Aqua.

Jadi April berbaki kurang lebih beberapa hari.Dan.Midterm's comingggggg.Am not ready yet.

April was occupied with memories much.This feeling.That moment bila kamu rasa cukuplah memori yang ada.Biar everything kekal macam sekarang.

Tiada masa depan yang akan approach.Biar orang yang sama kekal dalam hidup kamu, biar memori sama berulang ulang.

Growing up is a fact.

Mungkin orang orang yang ada di sebelah kamu sekarang akan kekal menyokong sampai masa hadapan.

Dan mungkin kamu akan kehilangan.

Macam mimpi dah 5tahun kat sini.

Yeah, mimpi.Harap harap aku masih boleh bermimpi dalam mimpi ni,sampai puas.

Crap.

By the way, me no like those new changes in blogger.

Me iz so malas nak go thru new things,bebal.

Pray fr me please please please.Smooth all my way. *mukasuci*

A short midnight crap.

Am already missing every single thing related to Team IT{Brilliant Studio}. Yes, everything.
Just there's no any team can beat 'em.
Having hard and great times together is a bless.And repeat, A BLESS.
Having lots of memories together tahun ni. Paling terasa sebab dah senior year.Kalau before goyang kaki je sebab seniors yang banyak contribute, tapi bukan tahun ni. Sengsara dalam gembira la having banyak conflicts nak sampai kemuncak Final Animasi past 3days.

Tahap paling kritikal adalah a day bfore pertandingan.Otak dah xbetul.Percakapan apatah lagi.Segala jenis lagu layan karoks ramai ramai.Famous words yang kami ajar to seniors xlain xbukan. BRO. PONDAN. MACHO. Dan dengan jayanya seniors mengikut. Wahahaha. Dan lagu tema ntk karoks beramai ramai, Kosong yang merupakan lagu peberet Afina. Patah seribu inspirasi Jennab. Dan lagu kita suggested by me.Lol.Best habaq hang.Tengah duk kalut pukul 4ptg nak produce intro terTEKAN webcam in cyberlink.Apa lagi, video ramai ramai nyanyi sumbang mambang lah.A day bfore final.Masih menyempat layan short films yang awesome2.Leleh woi.Ngaha nasib juniors takdek, kalau xjatuh maruah kan Jenna?hahahaha.Team yang always and forever buat kerja last minute,stress pun last minute.We are cool like that :P

Final animasi dapat second place.Di luar jangkauan.Paling paling layak pun nombor 3, well thats wht we thought.Tapi rezeki masih ada, Alhamdulillah.

Wondering bila lagi lah dapat berlepakan ramai ramai. Berjaga ramai ramai, spending the whole night menumpang rumah Afina. Karoks sambil iron baju.Hack status fb atau twitter yang x di log out.Ngahaha.Itu semua memori.Yang xmungkin ak lupa.Seriously speaking.They are my sweetest '12 memories.Family.And that's how we survive right now.Bulatan gembira.

Crap. Kata short tapi dah melampaui kadar kependekkan.Macam nilah when talking bout 'em. Never ever stopped.Walaupun hari hari keluar kelas tengok muka sama, gossip sama tapi tetap lain.Takkan sama dengan having conversations together in one team.Kalau dah dengan orang sangat lah xkena nak bercakap pasal animasi 24/7 kan?

K fine i wrote a lot. Maaf sejuta kali. Jadi itu logo 2012, logo first. Harap harap tahun depan kalau Team IT masih ada, logo lagi gempaks.Gittew.No talking malking bout tahun depan.Times will do, kalau ada rezeki dan ruang ntk BS hidup, hiduplah.Gitu.

p/s : Sebenarnya nak type report Jubli Intan ntk website tapi i've forgot most of the events.Jadi sangat tidak bermood ntk type.Husniah Husin, jawab lah esok k.JAWAB.Dah 2weeks+ and still didn't submit.AAAAAA ME NO LIKE WRITING REPORT! KBAI ME WANT TO SLEEP.Night awesome! :D

*Tuhan, mohon kekalkan persahabatan kami, sampai sana, sampai Syurga.Bless us.*
0313 // 190412 <3



.. Nak tengok vid JI . .